complex

why can't people live a simple life?
I want to live a simple life.
however it is hard.
there is a marriage banquet in beginning of November.
Amanda is going to bring the kid middle of November,
time is at hand.
feeling strange, and complex.
nowadays, people 's relationship is more complex than before.
I don't like it.
I want to be free from it.
there is no one who could love me.
I am different from them.
that is why it is hard for me to find a husband for myself.
I am from Saturn.