confusion

I am in a confuse position~
I have a boyfriend~
however he doesn't spend time with me~
it is a long distance relationship~
It looks like he has a better life~
with or without me~
it looks the same~
what could I do ?
Could I stop thinking him as my boyfriend?
try to find another person instead,
or wait for him?
I don't know what to do?
it is sad,
when he stop phoning you~
seeing you~
won't spend time with you~
well,
just come to think of it~
I don't know if I could take this anymore~
I hope everything will be ok again~